You see everything. You know everything. I can't make any excuses. I wish you would hand me a book of my life so I could see what all I have to face. Will things be more difficult? Easier? As I think back through my life....it hasn't been that hard. Sure, I've had rough spots. But I'm okay now. As long as I trusted you through everything I didn't really have to worry. So, why do I worry now? If I have proof that you will always provide, always come through, always listen, always love, never leave me, never say "hold on a second", never tell me to chill, never say "I told you so"....you always let me ramble on and on...then eventually once I have nothing left to say I feel your presence. I do not always hear you or know what you want from me, but I can feel your presence around me. I know that you are protecting me so to worry is just a waste of time. You make everything happen when it should. You make the rain fall as if to wash away my guilt and pain. You give me that flat tire as if to say "slow down in life." You make the wind blow to help me catch up when I'm falling behind. You show me how precious I am by each snowflake.
You have put people in my life that I know have impacted me. Some ways maybe not so clear, or most likely I don't even know, then some people have made a huge impact that I wont ever forget. As much as I'd like a book of my future, you know how much I love surprises and you have given me more than I think I need but still I am very excited to see what surprises you bring for me tomorrow and even more so a year from now! And it's times like this I know I'm rambling....now I'll listen. Speak to me God.
"Everything Is Beautiful"
1.) I didn't know you had a blog!
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3.) I cried
4.) I love you lots!
I love that song!
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