Currently in a place of mind where thinking about the past hurts because I miss the happiness, yet thinking about the future hurts because I'm afraid of what could happen. It's the worst place ever to be in. What am I supposed to think. I've been walking around today feeling out of place. Blood shot eyes and sniffles give it away that I'm not myself. Classmates have looked at me and said, "Hey Kirsten, haven't seen you around lately." What do I say? I just look at them and shrug. Nothing makes me smile. I can't laugh. I just lie in bed and stare at the white wall. I can't even listen to my ipod. Every song makes me cry. I can't read or do homework because I can't concentrate. I just want to be in my own room. In my own bed.
"Absence makes the heart grow fonder"...think again.
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